blackrthanblack | (no subject)

The freaky "I know every thin' 'bout ya" kind of accurate. Or at least yer darker personality traits.

Hard to imagine darkness in you, love. Lots of uncontrolled fire, yes, but that kinda negates darkness.

A girl has her secrets.

...you know you can always talk to me if something's bothering you, right love?

...or perhaps I'm the problem?

Now why the hell wouldja be the problem.

It's just a childish a problem. Nothin' that big deal, gawd.

Because I worry too much, to put it gently?

If you're unhappy, though, I want to try and work something out, love.

Nah. I'm completely head over heels for you and I'd feel dumb for cheatin' on you or anything.

I just have stupid kid wishes that run through my head, that I fantasize 'bout.

Wishes like what?

Kick stuff. Make it explode. Be praised as a hero. Toku shit.

Ah, I see.

Juudai does tend to get the spotlight with that sort of thing, though.

And it makes me upset at times... but I wouldn't trade us for anything in the world.

You've been too kind, hun.

...it makes me worry when you say things so glowingly.

Like you have something you want to get off your chest, but don't feel like you dare to do so.

Why would you think that?

Well...

[Private to Erland]
Wouldja mind if I ever made out with Shiroko.

Just. I get uneasy too... well, easily.

[Private to Shiyoko]

Like, bringing up the issue of cheating on your own. I trust you, it's just. Sends warning lights off, you know? When things seem too good, it makes me worried that it's whitewashing in process.

It's stupid, I know.

Uh... if it doesn't go any farther than making out, not really. Same with Yasu.

I like them, it's just... well, they aren't fully 'clean' yet, you know? ...that sounds horribly to say, but I like making sure we're all 'clean' so there aren't surprises later on. Less work, too.

Edited 2012-07-22 21:34 (UTC)

[Private to Erland]
'cuz I know it comes to mind first. Imma reformed hoochie, so I figure it comes to yer mind first.

It's stupid, yeah.

... I kind of have to object. She is me. It's honestly masturbation.

Shiroko's clean. Onni wouldn't cheat on her and Shikou is Shikou. And Shiroko's a good girl.

Edited 2012-07-22 21:41 (UTC)

[Private to Shiyoko]

...sorry.

I don't really see you as being the same person. Though I do know the feeling... you'd never catch me sexing my genderswapped self up.

It's more the fact that she IS with Onni that makes it feel like she's 'dirty'. I know, I know, lay off the guy, but I'd still rather keep interaction with him at a detached level, thank you.

[Private to Erland]
's fine, hun. I love you.

I consider her my other shadow, so to speak. We're different people kinda, but we're still one girl from the beginnin'.

What the heck is your deal with Onni. Dude's an accomplished police officer, busts his ass day in, day out to save the city. If anythin', he's a shinin' paladin o' virtue.

There's worse guys around here, now.

[Private to Shiyoko]
I love you too, love. Thanks for putting up with me.

Kinda sorta, I guess.

I just don't like him. Police officer notwithstanding, I don't like how he acts, how he talks, or how he got Shiroko basically out of pity after I spent years on her. I'm trying to be more civil at least, but I don't think anything could make me actually like him.

Though, I will grant you there are far worse types. No one gets on my case for hating those types, though.

[Private to Erland]
Why wouldn't I? You're awesome. And a great lay.

... If it bugs you that bad, we could kidnap her and brainwash her. o3o

Really, I think in all seriousness, Onni's now a lot higher in respect. It's not like he's Jinn.

[Private to Shiyoko]
I'm also a killjoy for stuff you like.

It wouldn't mean anything if I had to brainwash her.

...Why is Jinn so hated now?

[Private to Erland]
Oh hush.

... You know what, I'm going to shut up and not go down this line o' shit.

It kinda answers itself, with regards ta Jinn.

[Private to Shiyoko]
...sorry.

...consider me out of the loop. He's kinda a mea... okay, he's definitely a meat head, but that's all I really have on him.

[Private to Erland]
Dumped his girlfriend, Kouji, for some arbitrary ass reason from what Kouji and 'riko keep tellin' me. And now supposedly wants to marry all the Samasus.

...well, to be fair, you have to take what Noriko says with a grain of salt. A large grain. More of a 'block', really. I wouldn't be surprised if this "Kouji" is the same way.

...still, that isn't good. I can sort of see why he's getting a bad reputation.

Kouji's an old friend, and she ain't much of a liar. It just ain't her nature.

That and he acts like more of a smug jerkass than Onni.

And he stole Kouji from Onni.

Edited 2012-07-23 05:24 (UTC)